Been extra wet lately in the worst ways As yall know my gra..
Added 2024-07-01 00:20:11 +0000 UTCBeen extra wet lately in the worst ways
As yall know my gram passed a month and a week ago/ she had canc3r so I knew she was going to pass before she did š I only grew up with/ know my m0ms side & have been lucky to not lose anyone close to me thus far in life but manā¦ this grief is like nothing Iāve ever felt..
5 days after she passed I went on my first & LAST solo vacation - realized I donāt care much about myself now that I donāt have her around anymore..
Other than that I got off the birth control shot bc Iāve bl3d more the last 6 months than I ever have in my entire life - been on my period 90% of the last month and a half yall š Iāve been drained, sad, intoxicated, feeling hopeless at timesā¦
Life been b3ating my ass for a while yall but thatās not yāallās fault at all š«¶š¼š
Customs coming. I know Iām so behind
š©² coming:) lives & vid chats
Iāve just been tryna work with bl33ding more often than not / overly thinking abt the most important person in my life really being gone ..
I could say so much more but I actually rly canāt š Iāve not posted an official message anywhere yet abt my gram passing bc I justā¦ donāt
Have the words. But if anyone deserves an explanation itās yall & im sorry itās so damn late- truly done in bri fashion
My period 100% has been from stress/ birth control shot & I think from drankkin / other recreation use of things ..
Love u Xooxoxox
