A little Emma history for you guys: I dabbled in some low-ke..

A little Emma history for you guys: I dabbled in some low-key e-girl stuff for a few months before I started MFC in Jan 2018. I researched, I took time to understand the industry, I learned. I made an account on MyFreeCams and logged on for the first time ever on Jan 17, 2018 -- with no idea what I was truly doing (despite my methodical research). I couldn't even get my Logitech cam to work, so I ended up using my BUILT-IN MACBOOK CAMERA?! WHAT EVEN? But despite the nerves, mediocre lighting, low res cam / tech issues, and jumping in head first in fear, I had a great night... and realized this was something I could seriously pursue if I put my mind to it. My living situation didn't allow me to stream much at first. I think I logged on just 7 times from Jan 2018 until August 2018. End of Aug, a full 8 months later from my start date, I was finally able to stream for a week straight (I called it my "return" to cam, but more accurately, this was the real beginning). I was planning to move across the country in September and was hoping with a week of aggressive streaming, I could save a bit more money to make my move a little less stressful. I made this promo video to hype up my week of daily camming on MFC, so it feels appropriate to share now. :) And you guys, I finished with a rank of 120 on Myfreecams. I was #120 after just 7 days of intense camming! *That my less-than-a-handful of die hard supporters at the time had saved for, no doubt!* ... But that's when it really sunk in - this was part of my journey and I was going to be able to create a better life for myself. Just a month later, I packed my Subaru to the brim, and headed West for my next chapter. You guys may be subjected to a few more sentimental posts like this over the rest of the month... Because had I never gotten over my fear to try, stand up against the stigma, and pour my energy into something brand new, my life would not be where it is. Taking that chance, changed everything. I am so grateful. Thanks to you all here, I can keep creating. I can share pieces of my life, my sexuality, my creative pursuits, and the many nuances that make up who I am. You all have given me community, support, and encouragement. Because of you, I keep growing. Because of you, I am healing more deeply than ever before. Because of you, I persist through this difficult - beautiful - world. I am creating a life that nurtures me, with many of you celebrating each success with me - big or small. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart.